This is a mixed blessing. Finally got in to see a doctor, yesterday, and am now trying to wrap my head around this.
Although the practical part of my brain knew it was PsA, there was still a part of me that was hoping this was all in my head, or maybe it was just that I'm older and need to be in better shape, or maybe it was hormones, or an unknown food allergy, or, or.
Nope.
He prescribed Skyrizi. First injection to be on July 31, then second four weeks after that, then every three months. Got a call from the drug company RN patient ambassador today to schedule a zoom meeting for next week to discuss my expectations, then she'll come to my house to teach me to give myself the injection and be available if I have questions or issues.
So, this is real. So are injections for the rest of my life. So is the price tag on the medication.
But on the flipside - I recently had a 15-day round of prednisone (for an unrelated issue) and I didn't really realize how badly everything hurt until it DIDN'T. I had a good ten days with only the occasional twinge, much of my psoriasis cleared up, and I felt GREAT! It was an eye opener though, how carefully I position myself to sleep to avoid pain, how much I've changed the way I move to avoid pain, being able to get out of bed easily in the morning, no issues with stairs, no issues carrying groceries in, or dozens of other little things I've learned to alter or skip entirely. I've gotten so used to it all that half the time I don't think I was even aware I was doing it until I didn't HAVE to do it. Even not having to deal with plaques every day was such a feeling of freedom!
So maybe these injections will make that a permanent thing. Wouldn't that be amazing?
Just wanted to share - this community is the one place where I know what I'm feeling is understood. Thanks for listening!