I have avoided commenting on this topic because i thought the title was a joke. Im serious. What is remission? I ask myself that question all the time. Is it just an unattainable dream or can remission truely be reached? Its not a subject that has a clear answer, which is sad, because thats what we're searching for...ANSWERS. How did i get this illness? Why wont it go away? Why cant i wake up and be pain free? How long will this last? How many meds do i need to be "semi-normal"? Why me?
i guess the answers are different for different people in different seasons of life. I used to think i got sick because of some horrible thing i did, or something ive said in the past & hurt someones feelings, ya know, karma. Then, after a few months, i thought i got sick because i needed a break. Now i think i got sick because im being used for a greater purpose, whether that be motherhood, or worship ministry, or just being around for my family. (I always worked 40+ hrs/week.)
Different reasons in different seasons. Maybe someday, my purpose will change again and yours will too. Whether that be a new endeavor, a breakthrough in treatment or THAT UNATTAINABLE REMISSION.
BEST OF LUCK & STAY STRONG!!!