I was diagnosed with PsA in Oct 2022. It was my first rheumatologist and appt and I had no idea what to expect. She was super nice. I gave her blood work from my PCP which showed mild elevation of CRP, and vitamin D deficiency, but nothing else conclusive. I told her my history and what brought me to a rheumatologist to explore this as an option to explain why my body was freaking out on me. I explained I had scalp psoriasis since I was a teenager but didn't know that's what it was until 2017. It was treated by dermatologist and I haven't seen it since. I explained I have swelling in my hands in the morning, but usually decreased by lunch time. I explained I have tremendous back pain that is worse in the morning. I had an MRI that showed arthritis (it's apparently osteoarthritis, which I didn't know at the time) and was so surprised by that. I told her my mom was diagnosed with osteoarthritis at 15, which seemed odd. But sounded like they went with that because she didn't test positive for rh factor. I explained I'd get random all over body fatigue, but chalked that up to being a new mom. I explained that when my back was experiencing extreme pain and tightness prednisone made me feel 80% better the next day. And from that she concluded I had PsA. I stopped seeing her because it became extremely difficult to communicate with her office and I started experiencing Drug induced Lupus from the Humira I was taking so I sought out a new rheumatologist. And now after a bunch of testing, she doesn't think I have PsA. And I'm just baffled. I'm starting to doubt the last year and a half. I greatly improved on the Humira (hand swelling went down so I could wear my wedding rings, way more energy, back pain got better but never fully went away which makes sense) even though it gave me DIL. Am I being gaslit. Does this happen? It's not like I want an autoimmune disease. But am I just supposed to erase the last year and half? As of now I'm only taking an rx NSAID for my back pain. I still have the swelling and uncomfortable-ness in my hands, I've also developed achilles tendon enthesitis, and I have all over body fatigue. She's tried to explain away all of it because the MRI she took doesn't show evidence of SI joint involvement. I don't even know how to advocate for myself at this point. I'm just at a loss.