I was diagnosed with plaque psoriasis when I was 18 and about 2 years later the PsA diagnosis came. It was monitored with methotrexate here and there, but never long term because I wasn't "bad enough" and I didnt get along with my Rhuemotoligist. Fast forward and I had one of the worst psoriasis flares with the addition of new joint pain. So my new doc suggested a biologic, cosentyx. I began
it in October, 3 weeks in I had a horrible allergic reaction and I haven't been the same since. So in January we tried Stelara, after 1 dose I had another and worse reaction. I now have the worst flare of psoriasis, a new addition of inverse psoriasis, I'm out of work on FMLA because the joint pain is so bad, I'm dealing with an allergic reaction, I have an eczema flare and the stress is just piling up now. The stress is leading to a while others list of issues going on in my head.
I am 30 years old so people look at me like I'm "being a dramatic millennial" and dont understand how I'm in pain if I look fine. The psoriasis and now eczema are located on my scalp, ears, back and under arms, so luckily I can hide it with some strategic planning. I'm back on methotrexate and will be adding xeljanz this week but I feel like it's not enough. I was running at least 5 times a week back in October and now cry if I'm on my feet or using my hands too long. I have friends telling me to try the holistic approach, or don't push myself , or a list of things that they think will help. I've always been an active person, I never didnt work because of anything (I've been in restaurants since my first job in hs) and I dont like to complain. But right now, I'm at a loss. I truly dont know what else I can to do in order to manage my day or day better, so I'm looking for any advice.
Sorry for rambling on, not many people can relate to what I'm going through so I haven't really brought up many of these concerns before. TIA for any advice.