Oh it really sounds like you have been having a difficult time for a while now. I'm deeply sorry for what you are going through and can very much understand. I was originally dx'd with psoriatic arthritis then (maybe) a year later my doctor added rheumatoid. Juggling two similar, yet different diseases can be confusing and certainly painful. Have you spoken with your rheumatologist about moving on to a biologic medication? That is often the next line of medication if methotrexate doesn't work. From working with my doctor, I've learned that there are a number of biologic medications that are approved to treat both PsA and RA so we always try to stick with only the ones that treat both. So that may be a good place to start in terms of new medications.Secondly... the way you describe your shoulder pain reminds me of a pain that I've learned over time to be called enthesitis. Of course I don't know for certain that that is what you are experiencing, just the way you describe it really reminds me of my experience with it. We have quite a few articles available for more information on it that might help you manage it (if that is indeed the case) until your doctor is able to provide further help. Perhaps they would consider a round of steroids (prednisone) to help calm things down in the meantime?https://psoriatic-arthritis.com/search?s=enthesitis
Most importantly, please know that you are not alone. These diseases can really take a toll on our mental and emotional health as well. If you ever need to talk, vent, scream, or just have someone be there- this is a great community of people who "get" it and we are here to support you in whatever you need. I'm sure others will chime in soon with their advice and experience to hopefully help you get to a place where it feels a little more manageable or offer advice on getting help in a more timely way. Sending you gentle hugs and pain-free thoughts. -Leanne (Team Member)