I have an appointment next week with my Rheumatologist, and at the last visit, she gave me a bunch of tests and info and said that we will be discussing starting biologics (Enbrel) at next week's appointment. Can I hear both the good and bad experiences regarding Enbrel from those who have been or are taking it? I'm terrified of the very thought of taking it, but I'm so desperate for relief that my crazy self is considering giving in and trying it.