Tisbadger, I get it. 2 years ago I was exactly where you are. After 2 years of multiple attempts with biologics and inhibitors I’m feeling “some” relief. I figured like every other disease we’d figure it out. In reality it’s a stinking battle just about everyday. So, it really comes down to lifestyle change and more importantly attitude. Each day I simply choose to work with it as well as frequent contact with my rheumatologist.
The reality is everybody’s story and treatment is different but for all of us the pain can be intense, chronic and debilitating. I’ve also learned that everybody has “arthritis “ and they simply don’t get what you and I have. PSA is not your average osteoarthritis. Quite honestly, your state of mind makes complete sense. I will say, once I got the diagnosis I was excited to get going with variety of treatments even though most of them didn’t work🤣.
Methotrexate, enbrel, Humira , 2 years of prednisone tapers/bridges and now taltz with laflunomide which seems to help. If these quit working I’ll try the next one. Get started ASAP and if you have any questions, feel free to ask.
Anton