"I am very nervous because I just went to a rheumatologist for the first time Tuesday. He gave me a diagnosis of PSA from description alone, and a prescription for methotrexate. Since my symptoms started, I went from one doctor to the other, all my labs are perfect or at least not alarming. The doctors then lose interest and I'm left with my pain and symptoms. I'm afraid when the rheumatologist gets the labs back he's going to tell me that they are normal and there's nothing wrong with me. The last painflare I had was so bad that I was in bed every waking hour that I wasn't at work. It broke me."